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December 13th, 2009
07:55 pm - Of all the pretty stars in the sky.....
So i haven't blogged in a while. There has been alot going on lately and i haven't been able to figure out a way to put it into words.
Well lately i have been feeling alot of anger & saddd. I just feel like i'm emotionally drained. The guy i used to like has got me emiotionally stressed out. I never thought that liking him would lead to all this. I mean i've been going off on my friends, been feeling very irritable and pissed offf! I mean, i don't want to act like this. *& i especially don't want to feel like this. This all started when the guy that i liked, liked my best friend. That really hurt when i found out. Then i told her how i felt about it, which didn't seem to help much as i thought it would. Me and her have grown apart because of it. We barely ever talk anymore. Also i am not talking to the guy that i like,because it's just too awkward. One of my friends rowan has told me so many things about the guy that i like, and it makes me think about why i liked him. Whenever i look at him it makes me sick. He has done so many bad things [ yes i know we all aren't perfect, but still] to these girls that he has dated. His girlfriend now, he has cheated on. And the girlfriend before my ex best friend now, he cheated on with my ex best friend. And you would think that these girls would learn, but apparently he has them wrapped around his little finger, its so pathetic. So yeah it makes me sick to ever think that i used to like him so much. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ughhh just thinking about it makes me so fucking angry! >:(
Besides i like someone who is a way much better person, he has never like to me[ yes i know that is hard to believe], i've known him for about 10 years, and we're super close. We're best friends. The thing is i don't want to ask him out because i'm afraid it might ruin the friendship. So i don't think anything is going to happen soon. That doesn't really bother me though, usually it would. But for some reason, in this situation it doesnt. I think it is because we're such good friends (:
So school has been alright lately, [ohkay, yes that was a lie]. I fucking hate my school. It stresses me out so much. And it's not so much the classes that stress me out, its the people that go to my school. Most of the people there[except my friends] piss me off so much! It's like they don't know how to fucking walk through the hallways. It's like they're legs are broken or something. Plus they cause so much drama with the upperclassmen and with themselves its pathetic. It's like they think they're cool or something. I mean just because you're in highschool doesnt mean that you're cool and can do whatever you want. I think if you're a senior you can do that, but no when you're a freshman. I'm so happy that i am going to penta next year. I mean the school is so nice! Plus they have really good lunches. Plus you get a head start on your career. most of my friends are going, wich is a good thing. I turned in my application last week. Which means i have a good chance at going to penta because i turned it in early.
So next month on January 19th, i'll be able to get my temps! i'm excited for that tooo! plus i'll be able to get my license next summer! which would be great, because then i can get a car! hahah because i'm not taking the bus to penta. i seriously hate taking the bus, there so dirty and nasty! hahaha (: plus , well i just don't like it! lmfao (:
So this week is the last week before winter break. I'm so happy that this is the last week of schoool. I'm so tired of that school, i need a break from that school.
I really hope nicole can stay at my house over break, she was going to stay at my house but her fucking mom said no. Her mom like hates me or something. She never lets nicole stay at my house anymore, and it is really starting to piss me offf ! but oh fucking well. I hate her mom!
So today was funn, i got my nails done. The tips are purple now instead of blue like before. Also i got my hair cut, relayered, and really thinned outt! I was going to get streaks in my bottom layer & bangs only but we didn't have enough time because the hair place closes early on sunday. They clost at 4:00pm on sunday! I was kinda upset but i got over it because my hair in thinner! thank god because my hair is so fucking thick!
so thats all that was on my mind, it's kind of alot but oh well. haha (:
bye bye
- breecatastophe <3
Current Location: MAHH ROOOM YO!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/blah.gif) blah
Current Music: life after you ; by daughtry
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November 30th, 2009
05:31 pm - It was you <3
It was you
It was you that came into my life and made me feel important
It was you who became my friend, and trusted my judgement
It was you that i had feelings for, and it was you who made me smile when i saw you.
But it was also you who had feelings for her, and that her was my best friend
It was you who i cried over, knowing that me and you were not going to happen
It was you who broke my heart, but you will never know
Because getting the guts to tell you, is like walking through 12 inches of snow
I need to let you go, but my heart says no
I just had to say that it was you who gave me those wonderful feelings, but those feelings are no more
So right now i am walking through the door
Now it is up to me to choose to let go of those wonderful feelings for good and to just keep you as a friend
Because having part of you is better than having none of you at all
So now i say goodbye to those wonderful funny warm feelings whenever i see you
Now it is time to say hello to those feelings of being happy that you are still my friend.
In a way i thank you, thank you for allowing me to let you go
Now knowing that it was you is in the past
It is neither past, present or future
It will be locked in my memory for no one else to know
Once i decide to let those feelings show,
I will be able to let you know those feelings i once had before,
And i will be able to close the door.
But for now, i must go, waiting until the time comes to let those feelings show.
- breecatastrophe <3
Current Location: MAHH ROOOM YO!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) optimistic
Current Music: Russian Roulette by; Rihanna
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November 25th, 2009
07:23 pm - theres a possibililty :D
So i haven't blogged in the past two days, thats only because i kinda forgot about it. Lol (: So i didn't go to school today because today is the first day of thanksgiving breakkk ! i'm so glad that break is finally here, god i serioulsy need a break from that drama filled school! The thing is i have homework over break! i have english and biology homeworkk. Grrrrr, well technically the biology homework isn't due untill tuesday, but don't feel like doing it on monday night because i will be tiredd! Lol (: So tomorrow is thanksgiving! YAY! i can't wait to eat all the yummy food ! Lol, we aren't having turkey <- to expesive! we're having hammm ! which is just as good! i'm also excited to seee my aunt and uncle who live about an hour away in arlington. I barely ever see them anymoree, but i will see them tomorrow. I think my aunt is bringing this chocolate dessert thing she is brang last year! It was so good! hahah (: Ohkay so my mom is crazy! on friday she is waking me up at 6:00am just to go shopping with her! she is out of her mind because i will be like half dead at 6:00am! Lol (: but the good thing is i am going to get a new winter coat! its a red puffer coat! hahah (: i love puffer coats <3333 I just really hope all these crazy ass woman don't like shoot me or run me over ! hahaahh Then i would have to be whoppin some ass! Lol (: After shopping my mom is taking me to go see NEW MOON again at fallen timbers! YAY! i can't wait to see it again! it is such an amazing movie! plus you know, taylor lautner is hottt!
So my grandpa came over today and told us that he and my grandma went and saw my uncle butch at the hospital. He said that it does not look good! He said that uncle butch is basically living off a machine. I really hope that he can hang in there and make it! Stay strong uncle butch <33333
So next month is december i really want to see this really cool looking movie called AVATAR ! <- no it is not based off the t.v. showww! it is this cool looking movie with blue peope in it! i really want to see it. Hahahha, i was watching this special about it on 60 minutes and it just looks really good! Lol (:
well i don't really know what else to say, hahah whats new right ?
sooo ByeBye (:
-breecatastrophe <3
Current Location: bedroom floorr
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/energetic.gif) bouncy
Current Music: bad romance by; Lady Gaga
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November 22nd, 2009
07:24 pm - i'm a satellite heart, lost out in the dark !
So today was freaking awesome! hahahha :D I saw NEW MOOOOOOOOOON <3 ! it was amazing ! there was never a dull moment ! There were alot of little jokes that were funny! hahah i just loved it! i really want to see it again! hahaha, yes it's thats good ! hahah :D Taylor Lautner is the hooooootessst wolfff everrr ! i swareeee ! he is just sooo damn foiiineeee <3 ahahaha i love himmm ! (he's my hubby! lol jk jk]
Now i can't wait untill eclipse comes out on June 30th, 2010 ! haahha yes that is kinda far away from now, but hey i'm still excited! i mean i already know what happens ! hhhhaha :D see i'm not one of those lazy people who only see the movie without reading the book! hhha :D Even though the book is better than the movie, i still love the movie! hahahah :D If people havent seen this movie yet, they seriously shoulddd! hahhah :D I went and saw this awesome movie with a group of my best friends, (my main ladies!] hahaha they are Nicole, Monica, Monique, and Kelsey <3 It was just alot of funnn :D
Anyways, this weekend was just a great weekend! hahah :D I mean i hungout with nicole on saturday night and that was amazing! She hasnt been over in a while because her parents are weird, oh well haha :D Then we saw an amazing movie today! haahha :D I love my friends, they are amazing ! <3
So this week we only have two days of school because of the Thanksgiving break. Which is awesome because yeah who likes school right ? hahah :D ................*off topic* i'm watching star trek right now, this is a really cool and funny movie! ...............anywayssss
so i got this random text message from the guy that i like, i was like huhhh ? hahahah. its just cause im usually the one to text him first, lol so i was little confused! hhahaha :D but it was nice to talk to him.
Well i have to go now, because its dinner timee! YUMMY!! ahahha :D
ByeBye
-breecatastrophe <3
Current Location: MAHH ROOOM YO!
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: satellite heart; by Anya Marina
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November 21st, 2009
12:42 pm - put your blue jeans back on:D
So today is the big day of the greatest rivalry in college football. Its the game between Michigan & Ohio State. The game takes place in the big house this year. I really hope that michigan wins. I am the only michigan fan in my family. hahah :D i hate when michigan looses because they always brag and it is so freaking annoying ! Hahahah, i hate it so freaking much. i mean if michigan wins, that will be the upset of the year. Then i would be able to rubb it in the ohio state fans faces. That would be great. Yesterday was one of the most annoying days at school ever because of this dumb rivarly! i hate that ! all the ohio fans are like, "eww your disgusting because you like michigan!" i'm like just stfu!!!!! god its not that big of a freaking deal because i like michigan! GAHHHHHH!!!!! people are just so fucking stupid!
Last night all i did was sleep! hahah i came home and slept all night because i had the biggest headache ever! and it hurt so baddd! i serioulsy get headaches all the time because people at school always spray stuff, and people stink! it's like they don't know to take a shower!
So tonight is going to be really fun because my friend nikki is finally coming over! like she hasnt been over in like about a month! we are going to go bowling! it is so much funn! we get to bowl for free because my mom works there. Me and her have so much freaking fun! hbahahhaha :D like last time she went wiff me we drew these pictures and they were hilarioussss ! hahahah you just had to be there! Plus we take so many pictures!
so tomorrow is going to be amazingggg! I AM GOING TO SEE NEW MOON WIFF A BUNCH OF MY FRIENDS!
these friends would be, nikki,kelsey,monica,monique,bre'shantis,kaitlin, & maybe my friend marissa!!!!!
i'm so excited, people have been saying that it was freaking amazing ! hahahha :D
i am so excited JACOB BLAAAAACKK <3
well thats all ihave to say for now!
ByeBye
-breecatastrophe <3
Current Location: Grandmas house
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Contagious by; Boys Like Girls
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November 18th, 2009
09:04 pm - do re mi fa so la ti do ti la so fa mi re do <3
So today i actually had a good day (: Hahahhah, But first period i had to do the scientific investigation thing, it was pretty boring but it was easy so me and abbey got done early. Hahha(: Choir was fun because me and morgan were picking on henke the entire time, its just so funny when he gets mad because his face gets all weird. Hahaha (: English was so boring! we had to read this story that was so boring, and we had to apply like litteray terms, i almost feel asleep in my seat! ahhaha (: Health is always fun because well mr. hazuda is a cool teacher. Lol (: It just kinda sucks that my class is like an all ghetto class and we had to get a seating chart because they talk to much. hahah, but oh well i just talk to chala, and bridgette (: History was ohkay, i mean there are only 14 people in that class ! haaha (: and me and bre always be talking and jokin around! hahaha (: it's nice to have a smaller class because we always get done early with notes and we just sit there and talk the whole time ! haahha (:
I FINALLY SAW KELSEY TODAYYY ! we actually talked, like i never see here because there are so many people in that school. I saw her after 3rd period! hahaha i kinda forgot how pretty she was ! hahaaha (:
Omg so i was kinda having doubts about liking the guy that i like, but not anymore. He said something that made me so happy (: He said and i quote "amazing smile, you know you are one of the most likeable people, I know" :D OMG that made me so happy! i think that i am really close to dating him, i have a feeling that he is going to ask me out soon (: hahahah ! i really hope he does, that would like make my year! haah (:
NEW MOON COMES OUT IN LIKE 2 MUTHATRUCKIN DAYS! AHAHAHHA (:
IFHFC !!!!! - you won't understand unless you are me, shayla, or christopher! hahaha (:
well ihave nothing else to say! sooo
ByeBye (:
-breecatastrophe
Current Location: ROOOOM
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/wink.gif) giddy
Current Music: hollywood's not america
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November 16th, 2009
04:03 pm - I like the way your hair falls in your facee <3
So today was the first day of the new trimester! i sort of like my classes, there a little boring but oh well. Biology was boring! i'm really not looking forward to it. Plus the teacher talks alot! i mean alotttttt! hahhhaha (: I hate the girl i am sit next to, she is such a whore/bitch! I really hope we move seats! I want to sit by courtney! hahaahha (: Choir just freaking always sucks! i hate that class. I am glad this is my last year in choir! English was funny, my teacher is funny! His name is mr.meinhart! Health is cool, Mr Hazuda is realllll! haahha (: the thing is i have a ghetto class and i hate that because i feel out of place. hahahha(: I have C lunch and it's not that bad as i thought it was going to be. I have like all of my friends in there except Monica :( There is like no one in my history class! theres alot of people i don't talk to. Well except for kayla!
Kelsey had her first day today and i think she did great, but imma talk to her later about it (:
So today after 4th period, i felt like i was on cloud 9 <3 The guy that i liked walked with me to my class (: I felt so happy,warmm, & fuzzy on the inside! hahaahha (: That might sound weird but i don't really care! hahahah (: I like him so much, i was hoping that sometime throughout the day i would see him and i did (: I found out his 4&5th period classes, but thats because he told me when we were walking to 5th. hahaha (:
Man i just wish he would ask me out!
4 MORE FUCKING DAYS UNTIL NEW MOON ! JACOB BLAAAAACK IS FOIINEEEEEE <3
i am seriously hating all of these freshmannnn! they are so fucking drama filled! And like all the freshman girls are fucking bitches for no reason! like the girl i sit next to is such a bitch! like i would hand her a paper and she would just fucking snatch it out of my hands! im like ftw!? ughhh no fucking unecessary! God i hate SPRINGFIELD SO DAMN MUCH! the only people that keep me there are my best friends and HIM <3.
hahahahah (:
well i'm going to go now!
ByeBye
-breecatastrophe <3
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: Jump then fall by; Taylor Swift
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November 15th, 2009
10:48 pm - two is better than one <3
Mannn i am so tiredd! i just got done doing my hair for like two long fucking hours! i hate how it takes soo damn long!
So i still have no word about my uncle, and it makes me maddd. I feel like they are trying to keep the information from me, and it pisses me off so damn much! i mean who are they to keep information about my uncle away from me! its just fucking childish and selfish! damn!
so tomorrow is a new week of school with new classes because its a new trimester. To be honest i am looking forward to it. This trimester i have biology, choir, english, health, and then history! The thing is i have fucking C lunch, wich is pretty late in the day. I am so used to A lunch it is going to be weird. I think the hardest subject for me this trimester is going to be biology because well i hate science. it kinda sucks because the career i want to go into deals with alot of science and animals. Hahah but i am looking forward to next year because i'm going to PENTA! and i heard it was amazing! hahahah [: plus i checked there lunch schedual on there site OMG they have some yummy ass food! hhahahaha (:
MY BEST FRIEND KELSEY FORD STARTS AT SPRINGFIELD TOMORROW! YAY! I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohhh and only like 5 more days untill new moon! i get more excited each dayyy! i'm seeing with my friends KAL, rissa, nikki, & monica! it is going to be so much funnn. i love going to the movies with big groups of my friends! <3
well i don't really know what to say in this because well this weekend was alright.
ohhh i talked to this really cute guy on saturdayy, he is so cute, but sort of a PUNK ! hahahha (: i even got his number! hahaha (:
so i'm going to go now, because i have to sleep soon! (: i'll probably have more tomorrow!
ByeBye(:
-breecatastrophe <3
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: two is better than one by; Boys like Girls
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November 14th, 2009
12:30 pm - I will stumble, i will fall down, but i will not be moved (:
so yes i don't reall know what to put in this blog, hahah so this one might be a little short. hahah (: not like anyone reads these anyways. So yesterday i cleaned for three hours, man i was so tired when i was finished. I did the dishes and put them away, put all my clothes away that were in the basket, and then i cleaned my room. I think cleaning my room took the longest because well it was really messy, but now its all clean! hahaha (:
so lately i have been trying to deal with some news that i found out two days ago. Two days ago i found out that my UncleButch had a heart attack, and that the doctors said that it wasn't looking good. I was so shocked. I really hope that god doesnt take him away from me and my family. I can't handle another death. I have lost two important people already and i don't need a third. Yes i know that we all have to go sometime but just not right now. I have been through so much already, and i don't think i will be able to handle it. So i have been praying and asking my gaurdian angle to look over him <3.
so yeah thats basically whats on my mind.
sooo...ByeBye
-breecatastrophe <3
Current Location: in my room
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: one sweet day by mariah carey
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November 11th, 2009
12:24 pm - if peole sat outside every night looking at the stars, i bet they would live their lives differently
Yeah so it's like 12:31pm and i'm in the media center again for buisness. I sware people are so freaking lazy! it is not hard to do you assignments! i mean i got done like a couple days before they were all due! i mean it is not that hard. God people just freaking irritate me so much! i sware if one more person says the wrong thing to me or bumps in to me on purpose one more time i am going to go off on them! i sware this school is so fucking immature! like i hate all the freshman! they alll freaking suck! ohkay well i don't hate all the freshman but most of them i hate. The only ones i don't hate are Dylan Coal and Krystl Osborne! they are my only freshman friends. I have like no junior friends, because well to be honest, the juniorst his year are like boring. they don't do anything interesting! But i have alot of senior friends, that is why it is going to be so sad when they all leave to go off to college. I'm going to miss them so much! well enought about them leaving because it is very sad! grrr...... i hate when people have to leave. I hate saying goodbye, it just freaking sucks. there is nothing good about saying goodbye!
So today is wednsday! which means that is is DECA UNIFORM DAY! it is one of the best days of the week. there are so many guys that look really good in those spiffy uniforms! Especially the guy that i like! OMG does he look good in that uniform! Also this guy that is in my french class! <- that guy has really pretty eyes too! hahah [: anyway back to the guy that i like! he looks so good, omg i like him so much! like foreall you don't even understand! I finally had an actual conversation with him today, i havent been able to talk to him because of all these freaking exams and plus he works at night so we don't have time to text. But anyway we actually had a conversation and i gave him a hug today! it was before i had to go into choir! Then my friend Monica was like "man hes letting himself go!" hahah i was like what ? the thing is that he has to shave his beard! hahaha but he is getting stubble and you can see it very clearly! hahah and she forgot that i liked him so she was just talking about him like i wasnt even in the room. I was like "girl all he has to do i shave, other than that he looks GOOD!" hahahha. But its ohkay i wasnt actually mad at her. I can like never get mad at her. But i actually kinda miss talking to him, i mean one time we had this very weird conversation about tuna! all because he was eating a tuna sandwhich. I think i am really close to dating him, but yet very far away from dating him. Like somedays i feel like my chances of dating him are pretty good, but then i feel like that chance is far away! But a good thing is i might be going to senior prom if he asks me out. It is just taking longer than i planned. My friend rowan said that he has alot of jackass and asshole moments, and i'm like girl that doesnt bother me i can handle and asshole! She doesnt know who i've lived with my whole life(and i'm not talking about my mother!)
Anyways me and my friend nicole are so excited to see new moon in 9 FREAKING DAYS! omg i finished the book last night, and it was amazing. I loved the part when jacob phased into a warewolf for the first time! it was freaking amazing(the mental picture in my head!) It just looks so amazing! i cannot wait to see it!
Right now i feel so loved! i have so many friends that are always there for me and they are my best friends !
^^^ that was pretty random, but i just had to say that!
well class is over in about 4 minutes, and i'm off to freaking god damn french class! i just want to get that exam over with! i don't think it will be hard.
welll yeahh.......ByeBye (:
-breecatastrophe <3
Current Location: media center at school
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/shock.gif) anxious
Current Music: none
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November 10th, 2009
01:56 pm - Dying is easy, peaceful. Living, now thats the hard part
Ohkay so right now might be a little bit early to be posting a blog (i mean im in school ! haha] but we're in the computer lab right now for business class and i'm done with all of my assignments so i have nothing better to do. Plus i love posting blogs. I mean i get to say alot of things that i can't explain to other people. hahah [: but anyways.....Ummm..... So yeah as i was saying im in business class right now and it is so freaking boring! but its an easy A, and i need my business credit to graduate!
OMG i am so mad at my french teacher right now. Freaking Madame post is really starting to piss me off! like i am trying so hard to get a freaking B in that class and it just is not working. to be honest i don't think she is a good teacher at all! she doesnt know how to explain things worth her life ! i just hate the whole freaking class in general. I mean i have nothing agains the french people but i hate that classs! that is why i am happy that this is my last year to take a language credit, because we only need 2 language credits to graduate and if i pass this class i will be done with language. Grrrrrrr.........she just makes me so madd! like you have no freaking idea! the only thing that makes that class fun is my two best friends Christopher Clark & Rowan Kobylansky ! i love them so much <3 hahah [:
Anyways, for some reason i didnt say hi the the guy that i like this morning. I usually always go to his locker and talk to him before he goes to his class, but for some reason i didn't today. All my friends were like in shock, ahha [: I don't know why i havent been talking to him lately, whenever i talk to him i think that i am going to mess up or say something totally stupid infront of him and ruin my chances of dating him. The good thing was that i saw him before second period(CHOIR] because i had to hold the door open because well im just a nice person like that and his class is like right down the hall from mine. Ahahha, and we talked for a little bit but then the bell rang and i had to go inside! I always get so freaking nervous around him, hahah [: but oh well i can't help my feelings.
So i have 3 finals tomorrow, which means that i have to study so much when i get home! it is going to be freaking Hell forealll ! like i freaking hate studying so much! the thing is i don't have to study for a long time. I don't have to study for a long time because i have super easy classes! (well except for french) Mr.Mayo my history teacher didn't even give us a review sheet for our history final, i think it was because his final isn't going to be hard at all because well to me history is easy and mr.mayo seems like a cool teacher and wouldn't make his final hard. Choir is going to be a freaking delicious piece of cake because choir finals are never hard at all ! i freakin aced that final all 4 quarters last year! there soopa easy fersureee! French is going to be super hard for me because i freaking hate that classs. i always do bad on finals of classes that i freaking hate that class! i seriously think that nobody likes french class, and that is why there is only one french teacher. ugh i seriously need to pass this final! <- those are all the finals i have tomorrow we only have 3 finals tomorrow, and the last two are on thursday! The two on thursday are my geometry and business! geometry is super easy for me i mean i have a B+ right now, and i have to get atleast a C on the exam to keep it there. I am not studying for business because that is my easiest class! so i am not even studying for that class! hahaha [:
I am happy that this trimester is over this week! next trimester i have Biology,Choir,English 2 Excellerated,Health, & HistoryB.
Omg only 10 days until new moon comes out! i am still freaking excited! i can't wait to see it, i am trying to get a group of people to go see it with me and so far i have atleast 4 other people to come see it with me on November 22nd, 2009 at fallen timbers! <- OMG i love fallen timbers. There are always huge sales for people who don't have money! hahah [: Plus they have alot of my favorite stores there! like hot topic and american eagle. Plus the great american cookie store! hahah [:
well i have to go now because i school gets out in about ohhh 5 minutes!
^^^ hahahh [:
ByeBye
-breecatastrophe (:
Current Location: media center at school
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: none
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November 8th, 2009
09:48 am - Just whats on my mind on November 8th, 2009
So this bulletin is probably going to be about nothing. Hahah but oh wellll. I have nothing better to do.
So it's exam/final week at school this week, which sucks because well, exams suck. hahaha. The thing is i have easy exams. The only one i have to worry about is my French2 exam, i freaking hate that class so i think it will be the one that i have a hard time with. I mean then my other classes are History, Choir, Geometry, and Businesss <- those are super easy classes. well to me anyway.
So last night i almost finished my book, New moon. Yeah its taken me about 11 months to get where i'm at in the book. I mean i can't help that i'm a slow reader, and get distracted easily. Haha (: I only have about 18 pages left in the book, i'm happy that i am going to finish before the movie comes out(11/20/09 <3) I cannont wait to see the movie, i have been waiting since the summer to see this. It looks so good. Ugh i am just so freaking excited! Taylor lautner looks super good, i mean he had to gain like 30lbs of muscle for this role, and damn does he look good! Lol (: hahaha ! I think Edward looks better in this movie than in twilight, i think the movie people gave this movie more color rather than in twilight when it was all dim and foggy. Ugh i'm just super excited! hahhahh (:
On another note, i am having problem with dealing with my emotions. I hate when they take over my mood. Some of my friends think i am going bi-polar because of my emotions, and i'm starting to agree with them. I want to get tested for it because it is really starting to scare me a little bit. I really need my my friend Mickey here with me, i miss her so much (R.I.P hunny <3) I can't wait to see her again. I think my emotions started showing more when my friend mickey died back in february. Ever since then i haven't been the same. All my friends agree with me. There are only certain people who can cheer me upp. The main one is my best friend Christopher Clark (: I love that kidd so freaking muchh.
OHHHH MY GOD ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS, JUST LIKE ONE MORE MONTH ! I CANNOT WAIT!
^^^^^ ahah yeah i know that was totally random, but i just love christmas! its amazing, i mean presents are awesome
and being with my family, ohhh and having that yummy christmas dinner ! omg food is just amazing ! hahahha (:
well i have nothing else to say.
*Bye Bye
-breecatastrophe
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November 1st, 2009
04:08 pm - la la la <3
Ohkay so this weekend was pretty good for once. I had fun, which i havent done in a while. Friday i went to the last football game and hungout with my friend rowan. Then we met up with dylan and tina. There cool so we all had funn. It was really windy though, haha (: But then dylan and tina went somewhere so it was just me and rowan. but then we met up with our friend ryan but then he ditched us for some little chick that me and rowan both hate so we didnt see him the rest of the night. This football game was fun though because, well i don't know exactly why. I just know that i had funn. 3rd quarter was fun because we met up with our friend aaron and hung out with him for a while until he had to go back to the band section.
Ohh i know why it was fun now , i saw my friend kelsey ford, who i havent seen in a while. she is so cool and funny. I could not stop laughing. She told me alot of interesting things, that were awkward but hilarious. Plus my friend domenica was there and i love her to death. The bad part was that it started to rain and mine and kelseys hair got all frizzy and curlyy :( grrrr at the rain. We were so soaked but it was funn. but anyway kelsey told me this very interesting story, and it eas soo damn funny!
but its back to another week of school tomorrow unfortunately. I guess its not that bad when you have your best friends there. but the drama i could do without. lol (: i'm so sick and tired of all the drama at springfield that i get dragged in to. but what ever. thank god this is my last year and i get to go to penta next yearr! i'm so freaking excited. i'm so happy im leaving because after this year all the good seniors are leaving and it is going to be so sadd :( but i will hangout with them in the summer fersureee! hahah (:
well i have to go now because of lame geometry homeworkk
*ByeBye
-breecatastrophe
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October 28th, 2009
10:06 pm - Just whats on my mind right now October 28th, 2009
so right now i am posting my first blog or whatever you want to call it. hahha :) Well lets get right to the point of whats on my mind. i'm really getting sick and tired of hearing about the swine flu(H1N1) virus everytime i turn on the freaking news! it is really starting to make me soo maddd. Yes i know that the swine flu can be very deadly. You can get the swine flu and be better in 3 days or less. It all depends on how your body reacts to it. Plus this is just like when the Bird flu came to the United states a couple years ago, and what happend? we all got over it. I seriously think that the people are going to get over the swine flu in the next couple months. I mean seriously are we always going to get this crazy whenever there is a new flu that comes around the united states ? if us americans are, then i'm really not looking forward to it! I really miss the old days when you could turn on the news and hear something good that is going on in the world, but lately its all been about how bad the economy is, or how we are still over in iran,iraq, and afganastan, and now the freaking swine flu! Oh do i no want to grow up in the world right now. It's going to super hard, well not like growing up isn't hard. i think it will be harder, because of how the world is right now. To bad there is nothing we can about it.
Alright to get off this subject. I don't really know what to talk about because that is what basically on my mind right now.
I guess i could talk about how highschool is going right now, but i think that would be kind of boring. ahah :) To be honest highschool totally sucks! There is so much drama that i don't freaking need. I don't want to rule out the freshman, but most of them are creating so much drama that they don't need. I mean to be the worst class in 11 years must really suck, but i don't think they care. I think that most kids nowadays are becoming more immature. It is really saddd. I just wish some of these people can grow up and be mature about somethings. I understand when you should laugh and joke around because if you don't life wouldnt be funn, but serioulsy when your arragant all the time, it really starts to become annoying! but oh well.
Well i guess that is it for now, plus it's getting pretty late & i have school in the morning!
ByeBye
- breecatastrophe
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